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Hold Tight Together

by Grover Anderson

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1.
Dreams 04:06
We were standing on the highway Cars raced by on either side No one stopped or yelled it felt a little strange In the heavy metal hurricane I took your hand in mine Held you close, we watched the world change To a desert, to an ocean, To a valley, still we knew If we let go, we’d be struck there in the road So when you pulled away and disappeared into the traffic I was screaming out your name when I awoke I don’t sleep, you give me bad dreams And I’m losing track of what they mean I know a version of you with the keys To my every insecurity And you’ve no responsibility I was thrust upon the stage But I’d forgotten every word So I improvised and nobody could tell And as I accepted praise My stomach twisted and it churned This pretender felt worse than if he’d failed And I finally picked you out amongst the blurry-faced crowd You smiled, but you wouldn’t say a thing I begged you to be honest, You just cast your eyes down It took me half the day to shake that sting I don’t sleep, you give me bad dreams And I’m losing track of what they mean I know a version of you with the keys To my every insecurity And you’ve no responsibility I don’t sleep, you give me bad dreams And I’m losing track of what they mean I know a version of you with the keys To my every insecurity I don’t sleep, but can you blame me? I can hold you in reality There’s a version of you that believes In me even when I don’t believe That I’m worth the love you’ve given me Tell me who could ever fall asleep?
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Blanket 04:23
Take the fastest route home, honey I’ll be here waiting up The fire might be weak, but I’ll keep it going with a little luck On a night so cold you can almost see your prayers I spent ten nights without you, eleven’s one I can’t bear The dog’s been running circles round the house each afternoon since you’ve been gone Sometimes when I’m dreaming I pretend that I can feel you in my arms But tonight I’ll hear the tumblers turn and thank the lord for answering my prayers If we never leave this bedroom, honey babe I don’t care Hangin on, to my phone, like a puppy to her toy When you’re gone, there’s a blanket over the speakers playing my favorite song My favorite song My favorite song: My darlin’s coming home So heater high and windows down, honey, taste that cool night air Crank up your speakers, let that country music drive you here If you sing it out and mean it, it almost counts as prayer When I hear the front door creakin’ I can wake up from this nightmare Hangin on, to each record here reminding me of you When you’re gone, there’s a blanket over the speakers playin my favorite song My favorite song My favorite song: my darlin’s coming home Waking up I tell myself “Come on, you’re gonna make it” Then I count the hours until you’re home Something 'bout a bond this strong, it’s difficult to break it Thought I’d done with going to bed alone Hangin on, to this pillow like a talisman of you When you’re gone, there’s a blanket over the speakers playin my favorite song My favorite song My favorite song: my darlin’s coming home Oh there’s a blanket over the speaker playin my favorite song My darlin’s coming home
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Well 04:43
Corey left town in December He couldn’t move the grapes that he’d grown I guess he held onto his land in the hope That the county would let him build homes Since he’s been gone there’s been rumbling The neighborhood’s empty inside No one will say it aloud, but we all have been Wondering if the well’s gone dry Buying this place felt like building The backdrop for life’s in-between We knew it wasn’t worth nothing Four walls and a roof and a dream But we’ve outgrown our young machinations Three babies will open your eyes What good’s a dream if you can’t get to sleep? Stay up Wondering if the well’s gone dry Now you don’t blame the others for leaving It’s scarcer than ever for faith If the fires don’t take us and the mortgage don’t break us Lord knows we’ve learned how to wait But I never learned how to fail gracefully And I don’t think I could if I tried So we’ll give it our best as our spirits grow restless Wondering if the well’s gone dry It’s hard to value investments In passion and patience and time They’ve got their pressures that they gotta measure And we sure as hell got yours and mine The mouths that need feeding are hungry So our dreams take their place on the side But we don’t ignore them; so long we’ve lived for them Wondering if the well’s gone dry Now you don’t blame the others for leaving It’s scarcer than ever for faith If the fires don’t take us and the mortgage don’t break us Lord knows we’ve learned how to wait But I never learned how to fail gracefully And I don’t think I could if I tried So we’ll give it our best as our spirits grow restless Wondering if the well’s gone dry You knew what you had signed up for Fell for the fool that I am Held back your blame, never asked me to change Despite the load left in your hands I aim to reward your virtue Cause God knows that you’ve tried I’ll do my best to make sure that you’re never left Wondering if the well’s gone dry What good’s a dream if you can’t get to sleep? Stay up Wondering if the well’s gone dry
4.
Sticker 03:30
Daddy can you fix my heart? It’s torn in two Mommy just gave me this sticker and I messed it up Can you fix my heart? I made a mistake I didn’t know how easy it was for things to get this rough Sometimes it’s so simple Get some tape, or maybe glue And hold tight together, a few more seconds than you’d think Sometimes it takes longer Then it’s best to walk away There’ll always be more strength there than it seems Daddy can you fix my heart? I’m only seventeen How can I feel like my world’s about to end? He tore me apart I gave him everything Need something besides his arms to put me back again Sometimes it’s so simple Get some tape, or maybe glue And hold tight together, a few more seconds than you’d think Sometimes it takes longer Then it’s best to just walk away There’ll always be more strength there than it seems Daddy can you fix my heart? Cause I can’t let go Where am I supposed to turn when your time is through? I learned it all by heart Many years ago But one more time I need to hear it from you Sometimes it’s so simple Get some tape, or maybe glue And hold tight together, a few more seconds than you’d think Sometimes it takes longer Then it’s best to just walk away There’ll always be more strength there than it seems Daddy can you fix my heart?
5.
Gleam 04:48
Pardon me I need to see the stage Need a place to learn to act my age Need space to pay for all the ways I’ve misbehaved Need a place to pray Oh, carry us please Bear up our dreams When they’ve got no where to go We’re losing our gleam But still we believe Though the world says no I’m here to live, not populate Not fit to settle, lookin down on all we’ve made I’m getting bored of finding peace in all I see Everybody’s dying, hell If we're gonna go out quietly Oh, carry us please Bear up our dreams When they’ve got nowhere to go We’re losing our gleam But still we believe Though the world says no And iff we only break a little If we accept that edges fray If we’re free to reconsider every pattern that we’ve made We can mend these threads together Find a shine among our seams The light’s so goddamn bright that it can shine for you and me And everyone who’s trying to claim their piece Everybody’s gotta claim their piece Everybody’s dying, hell if we’re gonna go out quietly Oh, carry us please (Oh light, shine down on me) Bear up our dreams (I believe in seizing) When they’ve got nowhere to go (This golden jubilee) We’re losing our gleam (Won't go out quietly) But still we believe though the world says no
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Yo-Yo 03:33
I am the guy who brings the yo-yos to your elementary school You sit cross legged in the gym Me and my headset mic will wow your friends with ball bearings and string And you can buy one on a whim For only 16 of your parents’ hard earned dollars I will teach you how to walk the dog and sleep all on your own Then at 3:15 I’ll pack the unsold Fireballs into my trunk And Breakaway to my next hotel home I’ve loved fourteen third grade teachers in eleven different counties All along the I-5 corridor, and still None of that compares to watching eyes fill up with wonder Dreaming they can bend this plastic to their will This can’t last forever, but it don’t get much better Guess I have to hope that it will When I was nineteen a recruiter showed up at my college After my last basketball game She said “Congrats you’re done with Ju Co "Hey I loved the way you positively motivate your team “I bet in three months I can harness your dexterity And teach you all the fine points of our spiel.” She was right and by the time that I turned twenty I spoke daily and expensed all of my meals Now I’m 32 and I can sleepwalk through my speech Even hungover I can hit all of my moves But every parent hates me and nobody wants to date The Pied Piper of public elementary schools This can’t last forever, but it don’t get much better I don’t know what else I can do Like a vampire, for the kids’ attention, thriving on their stupid questions Roll your eyes—their love’s so fucking true Could I live a life that’s stable? Punch the clock and rock the cradle? Is this string around me like a noose? This can’t last forever, but it don’t get much better I don’t know what else I can do I don’t know what else I can do
7.
I don't know if its fireflies or if my eyes are lying to me But the lights that fill up my sky aren't shining as bright I landed in Minnesota, it's colder, but I'm warm and I'm free Until I'm alone, only memories to help me get through the night And I got what I want now I just want more When you leave Indiana, I'm gonna cover some ground Do all that I couldn't get done without you around I'm gonna cook you a dinner and burn it I'll say you're perfect when you don't deserve it I'm gonna love you til I'm sick of you And hopefully you're gonna be Sick of me too We've dealt with this distance, lived through dissonance The wild ups and downs But I hear your voice through the wire and my heart floats away Now you're heading home and we've gone on too long waiting 'round Let's have some of that fun we've been hearing about Forget all the future and live for today When you leave Indiana I'm gonna cover some ground Do all that I couldn't get done without you around I'll change your flat tires, keep my facial hair groomed Hold you in bed til the late afternoon I'm gonna love you til I'm sick of you And hopefully you're gonna be sick of me We've got the rest of our lives to live The rest of our lives And try as we might, in time, some of the magic might die But when we get together I'm gonna cover some ground Right now we're young and we're dumb and we'll run this town I'm gonna cherish each kiss like the first I'll hold you in ways that they'd frown on in church Then if I'm lucky to live til I'm eighty I'll still be a fool for my little old lady Tell everyone that I'm sick of you And hopefully you're gonna be Sick of me too Oh, aren't you sick of me too?
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Well (Live) 05:20
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Yo-Yo (Live) 05:43
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about

Grover Anderson made his bones penning story songs about love and disappointment and death, like a modern-day Sherwood Anderson (no relation). But after years of telling strangers’ stories, on 2024’s Hold Tight Together he decided to look inward. “This album doesn't have anyone who dies in it, which is rare for me,” he says with a laugh. “Every song is about my life and my family.”

Anderson’s life begins and continues in the small town of Murphys, California, where he grew up on 90s country while teaching himself guitar via spotty dial-up Internet. After a stint studying theater at UCSB, Anderson found his voice on a European adventure, writing a song in every city he visited and marveling at the laughably simple notion that all these people and places he encountered would go on existing with no memory or care for his time spent with them.

He wouldn’t fully pin down his sound until 2014’s The Optimist, and formed The Lampoliers with drummer Josh Certo, guitar player Marshall Henry, and bassist Dave Duggan. Inspiration for that album, in some respects, came from Anderson’s obsession with the legend surrounding Johann Wolfgang von Goethe’s The Sorrows of Young Werther. Goethe was depressed, and as his character plumbed the depths of despair Goethe found the clarity to put things in perspective and turn his life around. Anderson, who’d been working through personal struggles of much lower stakes, completed the album and went on to tour extensively and to meet his now-wife.

Married and working as an English teacher, Anderson entered a new phase of his maturation with The Frontman, his first country effort. His ode to small towns, All the Lies That I Have Told, followed in 2021 as Anderson continued to grind, achieving small victories through sheer grit. “If you work hard and make good stuff, people may notice,” he says. “But if you aren’t afraid of being told ‘no,’ you never know what will come of asking.” That mindset led to Ty Bentli premiering the band’s single “Willie Nelson” on his Apple Radio show in 2021, a slot at 2022’s Salmonfest in Alaska, and even a cameo in Matt Battaglia’s 2023 graphic novel House on Fire. And he’s far from done. His next album, Hold Tight Together, is yet another evolution.

Anderson sought outside production for the first time on this effort — collaborator Kiel Williams — and decided to look inward instead of at strangers on the train. His daughter inspired the gorgeously sentimental song “Sticker,” about a heart-shaped sticker that was torn in two, and his daughter’s sweet request for him to fix it. And then there's the rich, resonant album opener, “Dreams,” which deals with having bad dreams about someone you love — and realizing that those phantasmagorias are merely reflections of your own insecurities.

“Well” is Anderson’s favorite track on the EP, a bittersweet song about “having faith that things will work out in spite of ample evidence that it might not,” he says. “Part of it is in appreciation to my wife and family that there’s always support. Yeah, this is hard, and I don’t have any answers, but we’ve got each other and thank God you believe in this silly dream I have.” That theme continues with “Gleam,” which is about getting older. “I'm almost 40 and I'm in a small town,” Anderson says. “I love my life, but some of the dreams are starting to drift away — and that’s okay.” Love is the central theme of the album, though — love for family, for music, for life. That’s encapsulated in “Blanket,” a “silly love song” about Anderson’s wife that he wrote while he and the dog tried to figure out how to pass the time while she and the kids were out of state for a couple of weeks.

Anderson kicks off 2024 with the nostalgic single “The Guy Who Brings The Yo-Yos To Your Elementary School,” which harks back to the story songs that established Anderson’s identity as a musician. In it, he recalls the professional yo-yoers who visited school assemblies, selling toys under the guise of teaching kids about perseverance. “It started off being about how much I hated this guy, but ended up being a thinly veiled metaphor about me,” Anderson says, then adds, “I should clarify that, despite what a commenter on YouTube believed, I am not actually the yo-yo guy.” The gig might not always be glamorous, and, yes, being an entertainer has its ups and downs — but, in the end, once you find something you love that keeps you dreaming, you don’t let it go.

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released April 10, 2024

Music and Lyrics by Grover Anderson
Except Yo-Yo (Music by Grover Anderson & Marshall Henry)

Performed by Grover Anderson (Vocals, Acoustic Guitar),
Kiel Williams (Electric Guitar, Pedal Steel, Cello, Mandolin,
Keys), Dave Duggan (Bass), Josh Certo (Drums), Owen
Ragland (Fiddle on Blanket, Well, Gleam, Yo-Yo),
Austin Broder (Fiddle on Dreams, Sticker), Marshall
Henry (Guitar, Keys on Yo-Yo) Nathan Semprebon
(Vocals on Dreams, Gleam), Jimbo Scott (Vocals
on Gleam), and Graham Richards (Keys on Live Tracks)

Produced, Engineered, and Mixed by Kiel Williams
Mastered by Richard Dodd

Artwork by Jessica Jewel

Copyright 2024 GauchoFrog Music

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Grover lives in Murphys, CA with his wife Katie (also a high school teacher) and their two daughters. The variety of bands that he’s opened for (including America, Matt Stell, Birds of Chicago, and The Charlie Daniels Band) reflects the crossover appeal of his music, which folks have labelled folk, country, rock, and Americana. Grover doesn’t really care what folks call it as long as it moves them ... more

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